New feelings...

Since the snake episode I had to find something to calm down. I've started to study the Cabala. I've never imagined that it'd be so extensive that might require a lot of historycal issues and doctrines. Somehow I was able to re approach to my essence, my passion for history. My peculiar interest on studying the esoteric. All the days I have reserved a time to study it. From time to time I've been having these dreams. Now I wonder myself if Cabala's related to these happenings. Whether it can shake my feelings. Definitely yes.